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Phoenix Draven
20 July 2006 @ 05:19 pm
We are taking a break.

Jacob and I need this break, because his ex showed up one night when we were fighting. Over him surprisingly, and Jacob kicked me out when I asked if they were fucking. I know he's cheating on me, but I want to make this work between us. I want him to see that I really do care about this relationship enough to have walked out of a good job because I refused to ask him to stop coming in to see me at lunch.

yea, I walked out of the best job I ever had because my boss didn't want my boyfriend hanging out in the store. I told him to piss off... and now I figure out that my boyfriend was seeing his ex who he left for cheating. Life is funny like that.

I am back in my home state of New Mexico. I am staying with Dante, whose parents hate me but understand.


I am going to bed now. Night.



Even Angels Fall

Sorrow sings
her kisses in silence
and adjusts the blinds to keep the light
from mocking everything I feel
She dances slowly
a silhouette upon the curtains
but her eyes seem to cry
only empty tears
I beg for comfort with inadequate verse
it meant so much to me... and so little to her
and I am sinking into a mountain of self pity
why can't I simply disregard all the things I feel?

"where is my angel when I need him most?"
"tell me now where did he go?"

 
 
listening too ::: Cruxshadows :: Even Angels Fall
 
 
Phoenix Draven
05 July 2006 @ 02:47 am

I'M SORRY!

 
 
Mood at moment ::: sadsad
 
 
Phoenix Draven
19 March 2006 @ 04:31 am

drawing



To be my friend you must answer and apply within..


01 : What do you think my full first name is?
(a) Happy Rainbow Phoenix Draven
(b) Phoenix Draven
(c) Pixi
(d) all of the above

02 : Why do I like Marilyn Manson?
(a) The lyrics inspire me to cut myself
(b) I am gay and he is my wet dream/nightmare
(c) Because his music videos drive my artist soul into drawing
(d) all of the above

03 : Why do you want to be my friend?
[Fill out with your answer and continue onto next question]

04 : Do you base your opinion of people by looks or personality?
[Fill out with your answer and continue onto next question]

05 : Boxers or briefs?
[Fill out with your answer ]


Fill out the above five questions with your answers and send them in.. I will be looking at answers to find out if I should be friends with you or not.

 
 
Mood at moment ::: lonelylonely
listening too ::: Inkubus Sukkubus :: Vampyre Erotica