Jacob and I need this break, because his ex showed up one night when we were fighting. Over him surprisingly, and Jacob kicked me out when I asked if they were fucking. I know he's cheating on me, but I want to make this work between us. I want him to see that I really do care about this relationship enough to have walked out of a good job because I refused to ask him to stop coming in to see me at lunch.
yea, I walked out of the best job I ever had because my boss didn't want my boyfriend hanging out in the store. I told him to piss off... and now I figure out that my boyfriend was seeing his ex who he left for cheating. Life is funny like that.
I am back in my home state of New Mexico. I am staying with Dante, whose parents hate me but understand.
I am going to bed now. Night.
Even Angels Fall
Sorrow sings
her kisses in silence
and adjusts the blinds to keep the light
from mocking everything I feel
She dances slowly
a silhouette upon the curtains
but her eyes seem to cry
only empty tears
I beg for comfort with inadequate verse
it meant so much to me... and so little to her
and I am sinking into a mountain of self pity
why can't I simply disregard all the things I feel?
"where is my angel when I need him most?"
"tell me now where did he go?"
sad